Honey has started complaining that I tend to get so hungry during tea time (yea cause I usually will make a mug of super kaw Milo and match with some cookies) that spoils my appetite for dinner.
And I just finished two plates of chocolate cakes I stole from the pantry. A plastic bag of cherry a supplier gave me and about to finish the Ang Ku (eh no more ang so I must say Cheng Ku) I got from Aunt Mindy.
I am so gonna get diabetic!
Oh yea, Honey and I had a big fight last night caused by some misunderstanding. That was like the biggest fight ever. I cried and cried and cried. No, I mean we cried cried and cried. As much as I never wanted to share with people that we do fight when things don't turn how it'd be, I think I need to clarify this issue with some of you out there who think that our love life is so fake. That it's not possible to have such a beautiful love life like we do.
We do fight. Especially when I got confused by certain issues that haunted me for quite sometime in my life but we always made up. Like last night. Cause you know why? Cause everytime we fight, we will learn a lot. About each other. About things that we assume. I must admit that we have improved a lot in our relationship. Not only by fighting but by loving too.
He is not bad as a man. He is quite sensitive towards my feeling, towards my needs. Sometimes I wonder whether he is sensitive or I am not sensitive enough cause at times, he will request me to be more sensitive. To try to play nice to him.
Sometimes I tend to blame him for everything. I blamed him that I couldnt get a handbag I always wanted just because it has been sold out that we waited too long to purchase it. I blamed him for not been able to change his old password that I thought got to do with this old female friend of him. I blamed him for this and for that.
But again, we always know that we love each other so much right after we fought! It's amazing that we can just make up, just like that after a fight that almost cause a happy marriage. And now, I am admitting that I am
But one thing I am sure. If we ever fight again, he will never let me go. He will never give up on me. Does that mean, I can start a fight again? Cause I know that he wont give up on me? He he he.