Exactly what I have in mind.
Have been down with flu. And have also been down mentally.
I just wish my mother tries harder to love me. Maybe she does, as per what everyone is telling me. But I don't think so. At least, I don't feel so.
I pray everyday that God will guide me to be a better parent to my beautiful children.
Everyday, I tell myself to keep my ego aside. So I can do these.
1. To keep trying to talk to my mum despite the never ending silence.
2. To say sorry to Isaac and hubs when I lose my temper.
3. To hug and kiss both them for no reason.
4. To tell them I love them.
And everyday I feel like I'm a better person.