If you ask me how am I doing. I am not sure how to say. I can't say I am not okay cause I am safe here but I don't want to say that I am okay cause I am not. Not.
I cry most of the time unless when I am busy with work which is very stressful and slow.
The rest, will be spent crying and crying.
Hubby is doing everything he can to calm me down to support me to be there for me. Literally 'be there for me' cause he is not here.
I just want him. That's all.