When I used to write miserable posts in my old Multiply account

I was doing some spring cleaning to my inbox when I found this post that I wrote in my Multiply account last few years;

'Why are you doing this to me?' I asked, at last plucking up the courage to speak.

'Because I need some space,' was the terse reply from him. That was all that was said during our on and off relationship. I was overcome with fear and confusion and battling within myself not to cry. Why was this happening? What had I done to deserve this? Who was there for you when you needed a friend to talk to? I badly wanted him to snap, then come and get me, I wanted to tell him it was all a mistake, tell him that he was a self denial, give me a big hug and take me back to the happy moment again.

O'boy I think I could write better last time haha ;)

Love, there's ups and downs